It has been several months. Still. the most beautiful photos are the ones where you smile. I find myself sad and crying secretely at night because of this loss. Still. Yes I somewhat regret some I ask several questions I think about you, us I am seeking the day I shall be free from this of you, or that day when it will still be me and you again.
Tuesday, September 11, 2012
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Often, my working days end up in a note where it just makes my spirit down.
Posted by Captain Joe at 10:52 PM
Monday, December 6, 2010
My mom always asks me how I am doing here and always, I don’t tell her I am doing here. Today me and a friend had a talk and after the talk I realized and remembered why I chose to be here and that is because it is what I needed to do and not exactly what I wanted to. Being here would be good for my future and for me. Well that was what I thought of back then.
But being here in
I do have friends here now. But I don’t know… must I be constantly and continually accompanied like a baby so I don’t bicker and cry like one?
I’ve been also praying and playing in my mind that someday I will find love here, and still today I hope I stumble upon that luck soon.
It’s an idea which may seem like a panakip butas to the problem but I’d think it may actually be also the solution.
Peace. Exactly what I feel when I’m with Frederic. Exactly what I feel everytime I with people I like.
The feeling of just being contented much with the moment and just being really at peace.
Too bad he’s taken. Drats… that stings.
So still I’m on the search for the thing that will attach me to this city.
Posted by Captain Joe at 2:44 AM
Sunday, November 7, 2010
This morning made me come back.
And these great things will all start from these questions.
Posted by Captain Joe at 8:39 PM
Thursday, October 21, 2010
I need to be checked how well I'm doing and re-corrected and realigned every once in a while.
Posted by Captain Joe at 5:15 AM
Sunday, October 10, 2010
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Sunday, October 3, 2010
Gee, here I go again, Imma splurge my pandora's box so that I can reorganize the idea's and thoughts. Much like one of those cabinets that just has a bunch of stuff in this that we throw inside and suddenly a day of cleaning comes to arrange it all the way. Here we go...
Posted by Captain Joe at 4:20 PM